La Vie d' Eden

谢谢

2012-02-14T13:42:00.000-08:00

和自己说过路是自己选的再辛苦都得撑下去要知道好不容易才再遇会你我不会我不要我不愿意放开手我知道会很难也知道走上了这条路我一直都会在思念，煎熬中徘徊但是我相信也坚信我做得到一直到现在我一直都在想我是否爱上了真的吗怎么那么快远距离恋爱我做得到吗有你我不怕有你我不哭有你我是幸福的是我是幸福的谢谢你走进了我的生活谢谢你让我知道真心的笑出来是多么的舒服也谢谢你让我重新相信爱，一直都在

valentine

2012-02-14T07:53:00.000-08:00

i'm not a perfect girl friend. but i can be my best for you. i'm not a princess charming. but i can be the prettiest me for you. i'm not the best. but i can be the better one. thanks for being my valentine. i love you. ray.

Having fun, not flirting

2012-02-12T09:58:00.001-08:00

Going to club doesn't necessary need to be picked up by guys... I am remembering someone important in my heart all the time. I'm having fun. But I'm not going to betray him mentally. Or physically. Thank you for mocking me. :)

let me be selfish

2012-02-09T15:18:00.000-08:00

Always longing for a deeper and more sensible conversation with you. Rather than plain shopping, travel, wants wants wants stuff... It feels good to talk about memories sometimes Gathering some feedback on ourselves and the progress we are making throughout this relationship. Knowing the hardship you been through makes me cry few times. And I promise myself i will not allow you to participate in

rewards

2012-02-07T13:08:00.000-08:00

There are always thousands things we want But meeting you All the hardships I had worth the wait When the wants turn to needs All I ever longing is your warmth To be with you To be held in your arms 143 days, and I'm waiting

smiles

2012-02-06T14:58:00.000-08:00

People say Smile, don't frown. you won't know who will fall for your smile And so, I smile Years after years passed Photos after photos taken You can hardly see I smile, but now. I smile Thank you, for falling for this not-so-tidy-teeth smile Thank you for becoming the reason I smile Thank you for seeing what others don't see in me And thank you For warming my heart up when it's crashed

promises, happiness

2012-02-05T14:39:00.000-08:00

are promises meant to be broken? i make promises too but i don't break them. well, maybe not often i trust you and your promises. though you don't really make me any promises you prove your words through actions i heart your efforts my promise to you : i will be happy

oh, flashy

2012-02-05T08:24:00.000-08:00

1, 2, 3... click flash on my face faux eyelashes, coloured lens blemishes? well hidden under the white light photogenic? what say you

my baby boy

2012-02-04T14:09:00.000-08:00

had my baby boy washed today. sorry baby for throwing you into the washing machine. enjoy your sunbath my baby boy. mommy loves you

fare you well

2012-02-04T07:22:00.000-08:00

4.2.2012 10:43 pm sorry i can't wave goodbye to u when you leave sorry i can't be there to fare you well sorry i can't you have to continue this journey yourself now you will always live in my heart

imperfections

2012-02-04T04:50:00.000-08:00

thick lips chubby face fat arms fat thighs this is me unalterable imperfections cheers to those who see something perfect in me you light up the sparks of hope cheers to those who cherish flaws in me foible makes me stronger cheers to those who love my weaknesses you know i can't be in ne plus ultra all the time no one can

January injury

2012-02-03T15:32:00.000-08:00

Been laughed by friends that i'm accidents prone/injuries prone queen. Well, I've been crowned as accident queen since my foundation years. What do you expect. Ignore the wounds. They are recovering. Pain babies on my knee. Not good

shoutout to you

2012-02-02T15:21:00.000-08:00

There is something I wanna let you know... Ray Tan You listen to me carefully *Though it's only been a very very very short period since we decided to give this feeling a try...* *I have always been thinking...* *I'm a silly girl, a cry baby。 What are the things you see in me that you fall so hard for me?* *But i wanna say thank you for keep trying to make me

2012-01-23T01:59:00.001-08:00

Chinese new year again. without family in this UK land. Nvm, i have bunch of friends. and yea. finally we decided to make it official. what's the stuff 'we' gonna officialize. hm.. have a guess. y'all gonna know it soon :)

2012-01-15T05:11:00.000-08:00

想看梁祝让自己痛痛快快地哭出来把之前所有的委屈都哭出来然后给自己个微笑我会好好过

2012-01-11T15:18:00.000-08:00

a shout out for mr ray. having you as a special one is truly awesome. thanks for everything u did for me. though you're not with me now, and won't be with me all the time. but still.. gamsahamnida oppa~! <3

2012-01-09T14:39:00.000-08:00

seriously. i miss clubs. =( not all girls go to club are bad okay. depends on what they do in club. i just sit with gangs and drink and chill. most often, cocktails and shots. not till drunk of coz.. @mist club in KL. Miss it so much. Can only shove my headset on and booming myself to the max. Currently playing - Chuckie & LMFAO - Let The Bass Kick in Miami Bitch

2012-01-07T14:32:00.000-08:00

just found out a big secret... I got very close with one of my primary school mates recently! WTH.. the connection started 11 years ago, which i initially thought it's 6 years ago when i was form 5. but the truth is. it is actually 11 years ago, he noticed me when i was still in primary 5... PRIMARY 5?! R U KIDDING ME MR RAY TAN???? omg omg omg omg omg. i cant believe it... OH MY GOD!

Music and Rock 05012012

2012-01-05T10:38:00.000-08:00

gonna reveal a lil bit of me today. nothing serious, just feel like. many of u might not know, i actually like rock music. i'm not really into bands like some ppl really really do. it's just another genre i like, which others seldom know about it from silverstein, till good charlotte, of course not to forget about all american rejects, greenday, linkin park.. all these are really good band and

2012-01-02T14:54:00.000-08:00

kinda disturbed with your attitude recently,, hm.. forget about me when u got ur friends. then think of me when u r lonely. what kind of person u r? i said before, once i move forward i wont turn back. y r u showing signs of pulling me back to you now? is it even necessary for you to show concern to me when i no longer need it. well, particularly, concern from u. if u ever ever see this post.

Happy Exeter 23122011

2011-12-28T13:04:00.000-08:00

it's been sometime since my last post. well, as i said, a new chapter in my life has just begun. not gonna grieve for the past though the wound still aches sometimes. try to ignore the burning sensation, and move forward. life ain't gonna be perfectly wonderful all the time, but i have angels all around me! and of course my beloved family and a special one. *dun think so much okay. blush* went to

2011-12-24T14:02:00.000-08:00

life's great so far. it's hard to let go, but not impossible.. u want me to move forward. i will, and once i move forward. im not gonna look back. though this heart still aches sometimes. but i know what i should do. and the special one will always be there for me. so yea.. u r a thorn in my heart. that still stings..

2011-12-15T02:51:00.001-08:00

美丽建议，让你散发自信气场记得你是女子，你应当干干净净，漂漂亮亮，你走在路上，要相信自己是最美的姑娘；然后再忘记你是女子，你没有资格过分的装饰自己，除了容颜，你还要有气质。记得你是女子，你要懂得自尊自爱，你首先不能看轻自己；然后再忘记你是女子，你也会去厌恶那些摇曳身姿声名狼藉的女人。记得你是女子，你要善良，你要让自己在乎的人觉得温暖，爱笑的女子，运气都不会太差；然后再忘记你是女子，霸气，大气。记得你是女子，你有爱情的话，请你认真对待，好好爱，用心爱，努力爱；然后再忘记你是女子，伤害太正常，看淡点，再看淡点，然后，轻轻的原谅。记得你是女子，你难过，就哭，狠狠的哭，午夜梦回，随你便；然后再忘记你是女子，站在太阳下，就要懂得什么是坚强。记得你是女子，想哭就哭想笑就笑，不要变得虚伪，不要因为世界虚伪你也虚伪；然后再忘记你是女子，你没资格闹没资格上吊，你也可以豪情万丈。记得你是女子，

2011-12-10T13:11:00.001-08:00

现在的你离我好远以前的你躲到哪里去了？亲爱的，你还在吗？把我的枕头当成你的手臂晚上睡觉之前都要对着我身边的空气说老公晚安再和自己说明天醒了你就会回来我身边可是我醒了你却不在不要紧待会儿我去厨房煮饭时你就会躲在我身后说老婆我来了！可是饭煮好了你却不在不要紧待会儿洗好澡我就会看见你躲在我被单下可是我等到了天暗你却没出现过到了晚上我又说明天醒了你又会回到我身边一个月了你在哪里？我还是重复说着那谎话心却越来越痛我真的无法放下真的没办法放下

2011-12-09T13:57:00.001-08:00

请别担心我会烦你也别担心我会纠缠不清我只是想和你多说一句话只是想和你说待会儿吃饭时多吃点天凉了请多穿一件衣服还有，别忘了多喝水我不能再像以前一样照顾你了也不能再像以前一样提醒你了我能做的除了让你继续这么对我而不再反抗我不懂还有什么我能做的来让你再爱我我做了好多错事却连个忏悔赎罪的机会都没有也许你是想惩罚我吧惩罚我从不会珍惜你我会等这是唯一我能做的就是等你回来

2011-12-08T14:08:00.001-08:00

sometimes just tired of wearing the same outfit again and again. bought some new tops and some crop jackets and blazers. wanting a pair of new boots though i have 6 of them in my room. wanting a new bag though i have 4 of them. wanting new coats though i have XX of them. these are just my wants. but my need will always be you. and only you. strengthen our faith, be mine forever. will you?

2011-12-06T09:40:00.001-08:00

got a new housemate moving in just now. yea, JUST NOW. IT WAS LIKE 30 MINUTES AGO. not sure where she came from. is it syria? or serbia? omg, sorry i always got place wrong. anyway, hope we can stay peacefully together till she graduates. (i think it's next july..) life goes on. keep smiling :)

2011-12-05T04:29:00.001-08:00

today should be the 20th month-sarry of us. 4 more months and it's been 2 years we put our faith in each other. but it's okay. nevermind now... perhaps we just don't share the same faith anymore. dear me, it's okay :)

2011-12-04T13:12:00.001-08:00

been to visit a GP again today. 3rd time in a month time. (exclude the ambulance incident last two weeks) sigh.. my health condition is not as fine as I expect it to be. both physical body and spiritually sick... irregular heart beat, 2nd chest infections... etc. what's wrong with me? 'dear me, get well soon' is the only thing I can tell myself now. 'be strong, there won't be anyone who is

2011-12-03T02:02:00.001-08:00

life's short. so why bother to make yourself unhappy? you deserve better life, better person. and you, deserve a happy life. so cheers. appreciate what you have now and forget others wrong doing. learn to forgive and forget, believe me. you will feel happier. lastly, a song for all heart-broken souls out there. hope this will make you

2011-12-01T11:55:00.001-08:00

i wont be pushing so hard, trying to fix everything anymore. wont be forcing wont be caring so much change is what i need! lol. should celebrate my day tomorrow. reward myself with a shopping using my hard earn money. it feels so good.. :)

2011-11-26T04:05:00.001-08:00

a very very very short update before i get my ass back on track with my assignments. things are getting fine nowadays, except the fact that i was not feeling well few days ago. but worry not, i m recovering. thanks for those who visited and called. i appreciated it so much though i never expect you all to come :) yeap, it feels good to have a best friend back. u can't deny the joy when you

Baby clothes! 28/10/2011

2011-10-28T05:21:00.000-07:00

It's been sometime since i last posted something. here's a little update on what's going on for my reading week!!! *p/s: i dun read, AT ALL! it should be called as drama/procrastinate week instead!*Went to buy present for nic's little niece, baby charvy yesterday. deary baby charvy is turning one year old next monthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! never have the chance to see her but it's okay, i'm gonna

Bits of Torquay 11/10/11

2011-10-12T04:16:00.001-07:00

Finally I had the chance to visit Torquay famous sea front yesterday!! Though it was drizzling, chilling and tiring... *we re just back from sbe* It was fun anyway. Played around and photographed with the dinosaur and uncle driver. We all bought ice cream towards the end of the 20 minutes trip. Here's mine! A scoop of mint choc chip and cornish cream! Thia photo do no justice to the lovely ice

i'm... hungry 09/10/2011

2011-10-09T12:10:00.000-07:00

Back to plymouth just now, been busy for kitchen cleaning till 6+ pm.. Now i'm starring at my gigantic LCD, wondering what to have as my dinner later.. Suggestion anyone? It's okay though, I'm having some snacks to survive in my whole day starving activity... See ya? *VERY DARK* chocolate... and it's organic. Well, it cures my starve, and bitter, i like! Bought this from SUshop in

untitle 09/10/2011

2011-10-09T11:53:00.000-07:00

A short update on my usual trip to Bristol.. spent 3 days there, the weather had not treat us nice though. =( We had the chance to go for a shopping on Friday, but we bought nothing but pain killer for my menstrual pain. =.= Outfit of the day *Military Trench Coat* always my favourite.. Had our lunch in Giraffe, Cabot Circus. Costed us a fortune! *but the meal were heavenly!* Can't

Happy birthday papa! 05/10/2011

2011-10-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

Been reminding myself today is my dad's birthday, but i just forget it when the day has come! Sxxx me! Luckily i called home to ask for barley drink recipe and mom reminded me about that, or else... *mati la~* Happy birthday daddy! It's the 2nd years i m not able to celebrate your birthday with you, but i hope after the 3rd and 4th year of my study i will be able to do so for the following

SBE tomorrow =( 03/10/2011

2011-10-03T11:48:00.000-07:00

I have been chasing my 'long-life' drama since I got my ass back to UK. Ranged from English to Chinese to Korean to Chinese dramas again... zzz.. Okay i ain't got life now, my life's all about drama. @.@ Tomorrow am going to school again! Wee!!!!!!! I'm so gonna have a long and suffering day in WxxxLxxx secondary school.. T.T I am trying to do so but try to stay a long day in school, and

Movies! 28/09/2011

2011-09-28T04:21:00.000-07:00

watched few movies back in malaysia during summer hols. Apollo 18? NOT RECOMMENDED! *hate it coz it makes me feel unpleasant and scares of spiders and rocks for two day* Nasi Lemak 2.0? Rated 10/10. Support Malaysia movie and its a really nice film. If u understand it completely. laugh lots in the cinema, watched 2 times. with my wei mei and darling. love it! Johny English Reborn? Funny

Malacca trip 28/08/2011

2011-09-25T12:49:00.000-07:00

just a short update on my trip to malacca during summer hols. dun plan to write much though. kinda tired now.. *i easy to get tired nowadays since got my ass back to uk, still jet-lag? LOL* here's some photos taken in the trip. enjoy =) having our hi-tea in Jonker 88! St.Paul's church No idea what he is doing behind me. == Only few photos were taken in KL. Here it is. my only

Landing! 19/09/2011

2011-09-19T11:59:00.000-07:00

Yeap i am back to uk again safe and sound. The weather is cruel as usual, icy cold with drizzle.. sickening drizzle and cold-blooded long night time. *hate this part the most, can't we just get a lil bit mercy from Apollo the God of Sun?!* Reached Plymouth first and then Bristol, *yea im in bristol right now* New place, new faces, new new new... Hope to have the chance to explore the town

time is a little monster 19/09/2011

2011-09-19T11:51:00.000-07:00

well, title says its all. spent 90% of my summer break back in hometown, 2% in pg, 3% in genting kl malacca... and 5% in kk, my favourite place of all! had a short but sweet meet up with my beloved besties in sp as well as kk. so sad dun have the chance to take a picture with wei mei my lao po, but i do have one picture with my dear a chee. *this makes me feel a lil bit better* my ah chee

Surprise! / 2200811

2011-08-21T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hiya! received a good news from my boy today! His friend LYY finally awake! He went to hosp to visit him this afternoon and he said he is now recovering... Fuh... It's really really a good news! My boy has other commitments to do today so i decided not to bother him much. *Gotta learn to be less disturbing, Aye?* Got a new timetable for my coming term, class name changed, class changed,

Attractions / 200811

2011-08-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

I always trust on u my boy. Though with the existence of so many butterflies beside you, i mean last time == Still, i know i own ur heart. I don't really have things to compete with them. But at least i know i own ur heart. This is how i know i won this battle. :)

Get Well Soon! / 170811

2011-08-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

Heard a bad news from my boy this evening, one of his 'heng tai' was hospitalized yesterday and is not awake till the moment I posted this post. Heard that he was drowned when he went for swimming yesterday morning. I dunno what caused him coma coz my boy doesn't know about it as well. I just met him once, or twice during my boy's gathering with his friends. Not much impression left, just

Come back / 170811

2011-08-17T06:19:00.001-07:00

Guess what? Imma back in blog again :P It's been ages since I last posted something interesting. Interesting? More like sulking in my own grief! Deleted all my previous posts from early 2009 to mid 2010. Nothing related to my life now, and past, is always a past. Promised myself to have a good start for this poor blog... and I will continue to blog... *sounds not so... convincing hmph?* I will